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April? Already?!

Time sure is flying by! Pretty soon things are going to get even more hectic at work too. However, before all that I got a month of one-week of 24/7 on call, upgrades, building reports, and doctors appointments – ug. The only thing that is keeping me from going nuts is that I’m taking the whole last week of April off. Yay! Vacation and I REALLY need it. I don’t have any big plans, just a reprieve. I will go visit my sister and her husband in Fort Worth, TX over the first weekend. I look forward to going but not so much about that drive. It is 3 hours and my car doesn’t have cruise control so I’m pretty sure my knee and hip will be treating me like I’m 90 when it is over, haha.

My issues with my bladder and pain from the last post are not gone yet. I do not have an infection anymore but the urgency and pain is still there, same with small traces of blood. Since my doctor is out a lot for this system change over I went to an Urgent Care doctor (I like to call them box docs). Anyway, I got a PA that was actually very thorough and made me happy that she listened to me without brushing me off like most doctors do these days. She referred me to a urologist and I see him for the first time on the 11th of April. At this point I think nothing will be found except signs of inflammation because that is how my body does – it might possibly be from one of my medications – I’m just glad it is going to get looked at just in case. Especially since bladder problems run in my family.

Funny thing is, I will be seeing that Urologist and then the next day I will get torture by my Gynecologist. 0_0 Talk about no rest for the nether region. orz If my results show up abnormal on my Gyno visit (a-freaking-gin!) I will have to go back to get another biopsy. That is getting old. At this point I just decided my whole inside is inflamed and hates me… Cause yeah, my guts shows it, my stomach, my esophagus, and now my bladder! Why would my uterus be any different? Okay, I’m just being silly but still, that is how it feels. It always turns out to be nothing but all over irritation, kinda of like my mood at all the money I get to waste on these tests. heh.

In other news… I’m back to being addicted to playing Visual Novels again. This time I’m trying to play thru Amnesia, and so far I got one normal ending… sigh. I never get the “good” endings so now I have resorted to cheating (walk throughs). LOL XD I bet I could get all the bad endings without trying. I’m good at getting the always alone endings with those otome games, haha. Give me a mystery one and I will figure it out real fast though. Goes to show you what kind of person I am.

Anyway, I’m having fun playing it even though I had seen the anime adaptation of the game. It’s been so long I don’t remember anything so it is all good. Once I’m sick of this game I’ve got lots of others like Hatoful Boyfriend (which is really weird btw, wtf is up with the birds?), and a couple of games I bought at an anime convention like Always Remember Me, and a couple of mystery murder games. Heh. There are a lot of ones I want to try and my STEAM account. Dang it, sucks being poor. (glares back at the doctor stuff)

One last thing I will mention before I go, I dressed up as Kida for the hell of it. If you are friends with me on instagram or facebook you would have already seen this. I wanted to see how I would look in the Kida wig. Haha. I always made a short and dorky video just for being dressed up. LOL I’m trying so hard to do more stuff again. Maybe I will get to do another shoot with my co-workers again soon and possibly one with my sister in Fort Worth. We shall see how everything goes.

You can check out the video on my YouTube channel.

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  1. Sometimes we all need to step back and take a break from our everyday routine and stresses of life! I’m so glad you’re taking that last week of April to yourself, you deserve it! <3

    I'm sorry that the pains haven't gone yet but I wish you a speedy recovery as soon as possible!

    Dressing up for the hell of it = YES, DO THIS OFTEN. ITS AWESOME.
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    • ongaku ongaku

      Yes, I’m counting down the days, lol.
      I shall! I really need to do some more cosplay shoots.

  2. Cat Cat

    Sounds like you have a really busy month! That’s good that you’re taking off the last week of April to get some relaxing time in. Sorry to hear that you’re still having pain and issues though. I really hope the appointments with your urologist and gynecologist go well. That must be frustrating when they can’t figure it out.

    I’ve played adventure-style visual novels (where you have to solve puzzles and stuff), but I haven’t tried otome games. I’ve always been tempted though! Mystic Messenger seems to be the latest craze, haha.

    Costests are fun! You look good in the Kida wig!
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    • ongaku ongaku

      Very frustrating. DX
      You should, it is fun and kind of embarrassing. It is a good way to kill time when you can’t really focus on something hard – ha.

  3. You’re in Texas, right? OMG, I am in the DFW area! Maybe we can hang sometimes? I don’t know XD I hope that the month gets better for you and that April will be better but I know about going to a lot of doctors too but for my mental illness. It sucks all the way around.
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    • ongaku ongaku

      I had no idea you were in DFW, we should sometime. OMG yeah it blows I’m so tired of seeing them and still feeling like this.

  4. Amy Amy

    Have fun on your week off! It’s always great to have some time to relax, especially if you’ve not been feeling well. Hope you’re feeling better soon and manage to get through all those doctor’s appointments. That can’t be nice, but hopefully you get a solution for the pain.

    You look great as Kida. I love cosplaying/dressing up. I wish I had more opportunities to do it!
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  5. Kya Kya

    That is really good that you are going to have some time off, it sounds like you need it! I hope you have a good time with your sister. Maybe the pain won’t be too bad *fingers crossed*.

    It would be difficult with the pain. It was good that the doctor actually listened. It’s bad when they don’t seem to care at all. Hopefully, you can find something out really soon!

    Great photo! 😀

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