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OMG I’m 33!!

Yup, another birthday came and went. I had a nice birthday despite getting older (hehe). I didn’t do anything big but I got some nice gifts and a few days later I spoiled myself to some delicious crab. I also decided to dye my hair back to a black color. This time I went with Black Raspberry. I do like Blue Black more but this color is a nice one so I’m not sad about it. I will be happy when the color washes from my scalp better though. Right now it looks like I have a bad sunburn on my scalp. I wonder if anyone will notice the color change. I hadn’t dyed it in so long that my natural color was out, but my natural color isn’t super light it is more of a dark brown with red. I don’t dislike my natural hair color but black looks better on my skin in my opinion. I have pale skin and greenish eyes… well a mix between brown and green. I guess my eyes can change the color depending on what I’m wearing so sometimes I wonder if they should just be called hazel. I think that is why people always thought I was wearing colored contacts.

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Serious Side Effects Put Me MIA

Hello? Anyone out there? haha.

I can’t believe I haven’t posted anything in so long… I mean I have never been good at making many posts but I use to do one at least once a month. 

Honestly, I went through a dark period.  I have gotten depressed before but I’m not clinically depressed so usually I would get depressed for a day or two due to having lots of pain that day or maybe just being worn out from the pain. However, this was going on for waaayyy to long. Plus, I’m resilient… pain sucks but if I still can function I will push through it to do the things I like so I knew this was not normal.

One day I did something with a 20 dollar bill and I couldn’t, for the life of me, remember what. I tried hard to remember, but the things I could think of didn’t seem very realistic. It was more like a dream feeling… did that really happen? That scared me!

Then it dawned on me… the lyrica!

So yeah, once I lowered the dose of the lyrica I started to feel better. The lyrica was making me want to do nothing but sleep and eat so I’m really not happy with my weight right now.

The sad thing is it didn’t stop my pain. I actually ended up with a horrible flare that went on for three weeks. 

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