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Things are about to get hectic

Sorry for the long delay in posts. I have no good excuse. XD

Things, however, are about to get crazy. We are getting closer to our PTO (paid time off) freeze because of a total system change for the hospital and clinics. If you don’t know what that means, it just means no time off from work unless it is a dire emergency so forget any summer plans!! It’s going to be a nightmare, especially because I’m suppose to be a super user and I’m stuck in limbo with not knowing exactly how many training classes I’m going to have to attend. 

Also, next week I go on call to add to the stress (this is 24/7 phone calls for a whole week, oh joy). Oh, and my dad and step mother are going out of town on a beach trip (lucky them) and I will have to come check on their animals for 10 days. ORZ I hope I survive this next week much less the next few months. 

WARNING: This get’s pretty descriptive on female anatomy. If you are immature, don’t read it.

It doesn’t help that I keep running into more health issues to be tortured with. In my last post I mentioned how I still needed to get a biopsy on a spot located on the cervix that has been around for three years now. Sigh. Well, it came back with abnormal readings STILL (whatever the hell that really means, all I know is it is not cancer… yet). So they needed to do Cryosurgery on my cervix.


Dude, during the procedure you get the worst cramps ever. Apparently, I really didn’t want to do it – not matter how much I tried to relax – because she had a VERY hard time getting the instrument inside me. Ha. She said I had a small cervix. I bet she was like, damn this girl needs to relax. She even needed a different shaped tool to open me up. OW

When it is over you think, okay, I think I’m okay, maybe this isn’t so bad. Ha! It’s a trick and a delayed reaction. About halfway down the clinic (as I was walking to the car) I double over in pain, cold sweat, and wondering if I would make it to the car. I’m glad I had the foresight to ask my mother to drive me. 

The bad thing is I couldn’t take ibprofen because I’m on celebrex and unless I want to deal with stomach ulcers next – it is safer to just deal with the pain then and use heat. After awhile I was finally able to sleep, but those cramps where non-stop for over 3-4 hours. DX

This better kill whatever is wrong with me. RAWR I do not want to keep going through this shit.

That’s not the worst of it either. Before the procedure they tell you that you will have watery discharge for 2-3 weeks. At first you think, oh, like a little bit here and there – panty liner should be fine. WRONG. More like a freaking gushing faucet. Yeah, got to learn the hard way when my panty liner did nothing for me. Sigh. It’s so bad that you feel it happening and wonder if you just peed yourself. Bring out the diapers! I can only hope the first few days are the worst of it.

I gotta deal with this for 2-3 weeks!!?? The horror! Cause I love the sensation of peeing on myself all day long… said no one. ever.

As you can probably tell, I’m stuck in a hysterical, FML, type of mood because of all this. I’m not angry yet…. yet. DX

To end this post on a good note- cosplay!

So, if you follow me on facebook, worldcosplay, or DA you probably have already seen some of these. I did another short photo shoot with my new friends Isaac and
Sally. I think it turned out well. I have never cosplayed C.C. before even though I had the outfit for a good amount of time.

I gave this picture softer colors just because of the way it was done. The bottom picture is more of what my colors are. 🙂

Last, but not least I have been addicted to online Korean Web Comics. I visit and all the time. My favorite stories from those sites (so far) are…

On Lezhin

An Innocent Sin – OMG Do not judge me for this one. I just got hooked on it. This one is for mature audience only though.
Killing Stalking – Okay, if you haven’t heard of this one you have been living under a rock or you don’t read comics. LOL This one is not for the faint of heart, mature audience only!
My Secret Brother – This is my favorite light hearted one. It makes me laugh and the characters are so lovable. The story is also good and keeps you wanting more.
Something About Us – A very cute romance one between friends. I actually started this one a long time ago and need to get up to date.
At The End of the Road – A BL comic that is unique and fun to read.

On Webtoon

UnOrdinary – This one is suprisingly addicting. I put it off for a long time and regret that.
My Dear Cold Blooded King – Got to love stories set in the past.
Cheese in the Trap – OMG classic, I have actually read more than webtoon has because of the Kdrama.
I Love Yoo – Cute one so far, not much out just yet.
Siren’s Lament – Mermaids!! haha, great art too ♥
Bastard – I need to catch up on this and probably re-read it. It’s been a while…

Webtoon is a free website, so if you don’t have the monies to pay you go there first. Lezhin has a lot of free episodes but you have to start paying at some point. They go by a coin system. It took me a long time to cave in and purchase the coins but now I’m addicted and all my saved monies goes to this site, haha!

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  1. I’m sorry you have to deal with that. Being a female is a pain sometimes and having those organs just suck a lot of the time. I have to still get a ultrasound on my liver but can’t due to insurance woes and not being covered totally. So hopefully one day, it will be taken care of. I am sorry that is happening to you about work! I am looking into getting a part time job, so that’s something. I wanna continue walking and maybe start swimming again during the summer. I miss that. I might convince my best friend of that soon, maybe this week? Maybe. I love water more than land sometimes. Anyhow, I hope it gets better for you somehow. The cosplay photos are gorgeous and CC is amazing!
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    • ongaku ongaku

      Yes! They really do suck! OMG our system is so screwed up. I feel you though. If I have to do more stuff with my cervix I will have to get a new doctor because – while the doctors takes my insurance – the hospital will not. Isn’t that screwed up? The good thing about work is it will eventually die down, so I just got to push through. 🙂 Thank you! ♥

  2. Amy Amy

    Sorry to hear about all the medical stuff you’ve been dealing with. That can’t be nice to go through, but hopefully it’ll all be sorted soon. Wishing you all the best!

    Those comic sites sound great. I’ll definitely be having a look. Not sure whether I can justify buying coins though, especially considering the amount I already spend on physical comics!
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    • ongaku ongaku

      Thank you!
      It took me a long time to justify the buy but I’m happy to support the artists in the long run.

  3. I’m really sorry about your health issues, and work bullshit. The storm a couple of weeks ago can’t have helped either -.-

    On a good note, I always love looking at your cosplays, lol. They’re always amazing. I need to work some more on my AoT costume for angelo comic con. It’s getting close, and I’ve barely done jack. I’ve been super busy with work and school work, and legit forgot until today it was already July *facepalm*
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    • ongaku ongaku

      Wow, you will need to show pictures when you get that done. I havn’t done any new cosplay in a such a long time. I’m not even sure who I would want to cosplay at this point – in terms of new that is. XD

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